«Its convenient to be here and hear them all,» the spirit whispered again. «You know how to do that, unlike me.»
«And you, unlike me, can see through walls,» she retorted, not even thinking much about whether he was joking or serious. No one in the crowded and homophobic hall noticed that she was talking to the emptiness over her shoulder.
«You had better be queen here, no one would dare argue that your inheritance should be returned. Its always more pleasant to stand up for something that wont go far from the family later than it is to stand up for an outsiders property.»
«What are you talking about?» She involuntarily perked up, even stopped eavesdropping on the others conversations. The spirit alerted her. She had already guessed what he was going to say next and still she clenched her fists angrily.
«You see, if Loretta is to be considered a mere legacy of the local queen, not a nation of its own, then no one would be strong enough to refuse its conquest. In the meantime, youre just a guest, and helping you, much less your country, is a moot point. Who wants to go to war over someone elses land?»
What a flattering voice and what a mean one. If it belonged to a man of flesh and blood, Rhianon would fight.
«Loretta will never be a province,» she hissed. «My country will remain mine.»
«Yes, as it is yours now,» he taunted her.
The sting was very tangible.
«Youd better accept it, my dear, because youve already sacrificed your maidenhood, and youve had nothing to gain by it. No ones made you a queen of evil spirits. Although, if Im not mistaken, your lover promised it, and yet youre still picking up the crumbs of what he should have given you in full. The situation is different here; not all men lie, and not every man is in such a free political position that he can lie to you. Ferdinand is bound because his subjects are flesh and blood. Even if he does not want to keep his oath, a whole staff of advisers will persuade him, and duty to the people will compel him. Every ruler wants to annex a piece of another country to his own. And here is such a tidbit as a whole kingdom I wonder how the king of any other country wouldnt want to get you as his heiress. And if he was already married himself, there would always be single relatives. In this case it would be Leon, whom you have fortunately already got rid of. With your dowry no one would just let you go.»
«Loretta is not just my dowry, its my kingdom and only I can rule it.»
«You will only rule your dreams if you dont compromise.»
Now she was really angry. As painful as it was, he had hit the mark. It was impossible not to admit it, only she didnt want to. Facing the truth was always too painful. Rhianon wanted to turn away from him and end the conversation, only she didnt know whether he was behind her, at her shoulder, or right in front of her face. The voice sounded very close, and still it was impossible to ascertain exactly where the disembodied being was. She turned on her heels anyway, and suddenly noticed that one man had separated himself from the crowd and was standing watching her. A minute passed, and he still did not join any of the gossiping groups of courtiers. Apparently he was struck by the fact that a girl in a mans suit was standing and talking to an empty space. He looked at her as if she were the only one in the room. Rhianon straightened up proudly and looked back. She must not show that he had caught her off guard. No display of consternation or embarrassment. That was what she had been taught at court when her father and the teachers he had hired were still alive. A princess must never lose her temper under any circumstances.
She tried to assess her opponent. It was no astrologer. Judging by the rich attire and gown he could be identified as a royal advisor. He was about to advise Ferdinand to send her out of the country.
Rhianon tensed inwardly.
«Yes, what are you worried about, there will soon be nothing left of the country if the disease spreads,» the spirit interjected again. He must have intended to ruin her, since he was always in the most inopportune situations, deliberately provoking her. Rhianon did not want to fail again. She pulled herself together and tried to address him only mentally, without opening her mouth.
«You were the one who urged me to stay in this country and to stay with Ferdinand. You were the one who told me to hold on to this country and Ferdinand.» She wondered.
«The dance of death has begun but that doesnt mean it cant end at any moment. You have to learn to see the bright side of life. Youre in the mood for mourning, but there are still wedding bells ringing all around you.»
She thought his joke was ridiculous, which she told him just as mentally.
«Its not a joke, dear,» he sulked. «Im always serious, unlike you.»
«I can tell,» she hummed slightly, keeping her gaze on the man watching her. He tilted his head slightly in deference, catching her gaze as if she were already queen. Rhianon didnt like that. It was as if he could see right through her and noticed something about her that wasnt worth spoiling his relationship with her for now. Or he had already calculated the future and concluded that the new queen must be served. Shes not queen yet unless the soothsayers had predicted otherwise.
Rhianon sighed in relief as the heralds blew their horns announcing the arrival of the king. Now she would be gone in the commotion and most likely she would never come back.
«Wait, how could it be?»
She could almost feel someone clawing at her shoulder, but his fingers were intangible, so they only glided over the fabric, barely touching it. And still her collar was crumpled. Rhianon reached out grudgingly to straighten it. If only she could have calculated that in the next few moments the royal procession would have stopped beside her. Naturally Ferdinand had no trouble recognizing her in any outfit. And of course he invited her back to take a seat on the throne dais next to him. He probably didnt even notice how strangely she was dressed. Were it not for the turmoil that reigned around her, Rhianon would have felt rather ridiculous in her boyish attire. But now it was as if everything was in its place. The frightened people were whispering about something unbelievable. Their settled world was already upside down. Some said death was coming to the palace, others claimed to have seen it in the dark alleys of Vinor, still others prayed. Some didnt want to believe it, some of the court poets were already sketching for poems, some ladies were fainting and being served snuff salt. Rhianon herself would have been dizzy if she had been laced up in a tight corset like the other ladies. The rumors flying around the hall were disturbing. She frowned, remembering the angels promise to wait three days until the city was almost deserted. From all the talk around her, the stranger who called himself death was scheduled to come today. The royal guards saw him outside the castle. All he did was touch people and they fell dead. Those he left alive carried his message. He would come to the court. There was nothing more the frightened people could report. Rhianon examined her own hand questioningly, the angel had also touched it, and more than once, but it was still alive. He could empty the city in one day. Why would he need three? Rhianon pondered tensely, and the people parted in advance, preparing a wide passageway for the guest who was not yet there. No one wanted to get in his way, much less feel his destructive touch. The time seemed to be approaching, and he was still not there.