My poor dear boy! It is so good to see you bright and happy that we hadnt the heart to interrupt you with our sorrows.
Sorrows! exclaimed Myles, in a bewildered tone. What do you mean, mother? Is any one dead? or is father worse?
Then they told him the whole story; of the letter that had come that day, of the mortgage, with its ever accumulating load of interest, and of the desperate financial condition of the family generally.
When the sad tale was ended the boy sat for a moment as motionless as though stunned. Then in a husky voice he asked:
Is that all, mother?
No, dear, it is not, answered the brave little woman. Kate and I have been looking at the situation in every possible light this afternoon, and have finally decided upon a plan in which we want your help. It is to rent this house furnished, and with every thing belonging to it, except the gardeners cottage. Into that we will move, and there we can manage to live very comfortably. Of course all the servants will be dismissed, and Kate is going to give up Vassar in order to stay at home and help me with the housework. In this way we hope to be able to pay the interest on the mortgage until there is a good chance to sell the property, when we shall be relieved of that burden. You have but one more year of college. By practising the closest economy all around and this is where you can help us, we think we can get you through with that. Then you will find some business and aid in supporting the family. Thus we shall have only one year of real hard times, and that will soon be over with.
Mother! exclaimed the boy, giving a squeeze to the soft little hand clasped in his big brown ones; you are the very best and bravest woman in the world. And, Kate, you are a dear, splendid girl. But do you suppose for one minute that I am going to let you two do all this for me and do nothing for myself? No, sir-e-e! If Kate must give up her college, in which I know she is doing a thousand times better than I am in mine, why, I shall do the same. I shall do it on Monday too. College isnt worth half so much in this world as home is, and where there is going to be a fight to keep that, Im going to be one of the fighters. Now dont say a word against it; I know the right thing to do, and Im going to do it.
Nothing they could say served to alter his determination in the slightest. He only added to his arguments that he was not giving up so very much after all, for it wouldnt be much fun to stay in college after he was no longer able to hold up his end. Into his mind came also unpleasant memories of a few little bills that even his generous allowance had not been sufficient to meet; but of these he said nothing. He felt that they were his private burden and must be borne alone.
In spite of their remonstrances against his decision to leave college, both Mrs. Manning and Kate were greatly cheered by his manly resolution and brave words. As they listened to them their hearts grew many degrees lighter than they had been before his arrival.
When the boy told his father of his plans, the next day, Mr. Manning heartily approved of them. He only asked his son what steps he proposed to take to get into business.
My influence might be sufficient to secure you some sort of a position with the M Company, he added, naming the one for which he had acted as manager.
No, sir! exclaimed Myles. Any thing rather than that. Id sell papers on the street sooner than work under the man who wrote you that letter. Dont you worry, sir. Ill find a place quick enough. There are lots of fellows in my class who are the sons of business men, and who would be glad to give me notes to their fathers. Some of them are sure to take me in and give me a start.
The father sighed as he thought of the difference between friends in prosperity and friends in adversity; but he would not say any thing to dampen his boys ardor.
Let him work out his own salvation, said the blind man to his wife. The harder the fight the more highly will he prize the victory when it is won, as I am certain it will be sooner or later. I am afraid, though, that it will be a long time before he is able to afford you any real assistance. If he supports himself for the first year or two he will be doing unusually well.
When Myles and his sister went to church together that Sunday morning many an admiring glance was cast at the stalwart young captain of the X College Varsity crew, and more than one pretty girl privately decided to wear X colors on the day of the great race.
On Monday, when his mother and Kate kissed him good-bye, tears stood in their eyes, and the former said:
Oh, Myles, think again, and seriously before you take this step. We can manage somehow to keep you in college for one little year more; I know we can.
Of course you could, mother. You could do any thing that you set out to do, only I wont be kept, answered the boy, bravely. The next thing you hear of me will be that I am a junior partner in some Wall Street concern; see if I am not.
The first person Myles met upon entering the college-grounds was Bert Smedley, who held out a paper to him, saying:
You are just the one I was looking for, Manning. We have got to raise a hundred or two more to see you fellows through at New London, and our set has undertaken to do it. Heres the subscription paper, and I wouldnt let a fellow sign it until Id got your name to head the list. So, now, give us something handsome as a starter.
Myles heart sank at these words, and there was a choking sensation in his throat as he answered:
Theres no use coming to me, Bert, I cant give a cent. You see, my father has got into trouble, and Ive got to leave college and go to work to help him out of it. If you will only speak a word for me to your father, though, and ask if he cant find me some sort of a berth in his business, whatever that is, for I dont think I ever heard you say, Ill be ever so much obliged to you, and will do as much and more for you if ever I have a chance.
But you are captain of the crew! gasped Smedley, bewildered by this sudden turn of affairs.
No, Im not, now, answered Myles. My resignation is already written and sent in. It was hard enough to give it up, youd better believe; but it had to be done and business before pleasure, you know. Youll speak a good word for me, old man, wont you?
Ill see, replied the other. Then adding, Excuse me a moment; theres Watkins, and I must have his name, he hurried away, anxious to be the first to communicate the astounding intelligence he had just learned to Myles most prominent rival.
The news flew fast, and Myles had hardly begun to dismantle his room of its many pretty bits of bric-a-brac, preparatory to packing up his belongings, before it was filled with a throng of fellows anxious to hear from his own lips the truth of the startling rumor.
Its a shame! cried one.
It will break up the crew! exclaimed another.
We might as well give the race to Z and be done with it.
But their thoughts seemed to be mostly of their own disappointment. Poor Myles, almost stunned by the clamor about him, could hardly hear the words of pity for himself, and sympathy with his misfortune, that were uttered here and there. It seemed to him that they cared nothing for him or his troubles, but thought only of what a loss he would be to the crew. Thus thinking he could not bring himself to ask their help in securing employment, as he had intended; and, though they were the fellows of his set, upon whom he depended for aid, he let one after another of them leave the room without broaching the subject. At length the room was cleared and he was left alone.