'So your brother always refused to help you?'
'It wasn't easy for him to help me. He got into a stockbroker's, and went on step by step until he had saved a little money; then he speculated in all sorts of ways. He couldn't employ me himselfand if he could have done so, we should never have got on together. It was impossible for him to recommend me to any one except as a clerk. He was a born money-maker. I'll give you an example of how he grew rich. In consequence of some mortgage business he came into possession of a field at Clapham. As late as 1875 this field brought him only a rent of forty pounds; it was freehold property, and he refused many offers of purchase. Well, in 1885, the year before he died, the ground-rents from that fieldnow covered with houseswere seven hundred and ninety pounds a year. That's how men get on who have capital and know how to use it. If I had had capital, it would never have yielded me more than three or four per cent. I was doomed to work for other people who were growing rich. It doesn't matter much now, except that so many years of life have been lost.'
'Had your brother any children?'
'No children. All the same, it astonished me when I heard his will; I had expected nothing. In one dayin one hourI passed from slavery to freedom, from poverty to more than comfort. We never hated each other; I don't want you to think that.'
'Butdidn't it bring you friends as well as comfort?'
'Oh,' he laughed, 'I am not so rich as to have people pressing for my acquaintance. I have only about six hundred a year.'
Monica drew in her breath silently, then gazed at the distance.
'No, I haven't made any new friends. The one or two men I care for are not much better off than I used to be, and I always feel ashamed to ask them to come and see me. Perhaps they think I shun them because of their position, and I don't know how to justify myself. Life has always been full of worrying problems for me. I can't take things in the simple way that comes natural to other men.'
'Don't you think we ought to be turning back, Mr. Widdowson?'
'Yes, we will. I am sorry the time goes so quickly.'
When a few minutes had passed in silence, he asked,
'Do you feel that I am no longer quite a stranger to you, Miss Madden?'
'Yesyou have told me so much.'
'It's very kind of you to listen so patiently. I wish I had more interesting things to tell, but you see what a dull life mine has been.' He paused, and let the boat waver on the stream for a moment. 'When I dared to speak to you last Sunday I had only the faintest hope that you would grant me your acquaintance. You can't, I am sure, repent of having done me that kindness?'
'One never knows. I doubted whether I ought to talk with a stranger'
'Rightlyquite rightly. It was my perseveranceyou saw, I hope, that I could never dream of giving you offence. The rule is necessary, but you see there may be exceptional cases.' He was giving a lazy stroke now and then, which, as the tide was still, just moved the boat onwards. 'I saw something in your face that compelled me to speak to you. And now we may really be friends, I hope?'
'YesI can think of you as a friend, Mr. Widdowson.'
A large boat was passing with four or five young men and girls who sang in good time and tune. Only a song of the music-hall or of the nigger minstrels, but it sounded pleasantly with the plash of the oars. A fine sunset had begun to glow upon the river; its warmth gave a tone to Monica's thin cheeks.
'And you will let me see you again before long? Let me drive you to Hampton Court next Sundayor any other place you would choose.'
'Very likely I shall be invited to my friend's in Chelsea.'
'Do you seriously think of leaving the shop?'
'I don't knowI must have time to think about it'
'Yesyes. But if I write a line to you, say on Friday, would you let me know whether you can come?'
'Please to let me refuse for next Sunday. The one after, perhaps'
He bent his head, looked desperately grave, and drove the boat on. Monica was disturbed, but held to her resolution, which Widdowson silently accepted. The rest of the way they exchanged only brief sentences, about the beauty of the sky, the scenes on river or bank, and other impersonal matters. After landing, they walked in silence towards Chelsea Bridge.
'Now I must go quickly home,' said Monica.
'But how?'
'By trainfrom York Road to Walworth Road.'
Widdowson cast a curious glance at her. One would have imagined that he found something to disapprove in this ready knowledge of London transit.
'I will go with you to the station, then.'
Without a word spoken, they walked the short distance to York Road. Monica took her ticket, and offered a hand for good-bye.
'I may write to you,' said Widdowson, his face set in an expression of anxiety, 'and make an appointment, if possible, for the Sunday after next?'
'I shall be glad to comeif I can.'
'It will be a very long time to me.'
With a faint smile, Monica hurried away to the platform. In the train she looked like one whose mind is occupied with grave trouble. Fatigue had suddenly overcome her; she leaned back and closed her eyes.
At a street corner very near to Messrs. Scotcher's establishment she was intercepted by a tall, showily-dressed, rather coarse-featured girl, who seemed to have been loitering about. It was Miss Eade.
'I want to speak to you, Miss Madden. Where did you go with Mr. Bullivant this morning?'
The voice could not have been more distinctive of a London shop-girl; its tone signified irritation.
'With Mr. Bullivant? I went nowhere with him.'
'But I saw you both get into the bus in Kennington Park Road.'
'Did you?' Monica returned coldly. 'I can't help it if Mr. Bullivant happened to be going the same way.'
'Oh, very well! I thought you was to be trusted. It's nothing to me'
'You behave very foolishly, Miss Eade,' exclaimed the other, whose nerves at this moment would not allow her to use patience with the jealous girl. 'I can only tell you that I have never thought again of Mr. Bullivant since he left the bus somewhere in Clapham Road. I'm tired of talking about such things.'
'Now, see here, don't be cross. Come and walk a bit and tell me'
'I'm too tired. And there's nothing whatever to tell you.'
'Oh, well, if you're going to be narsty?'
Monica walked on, but the girl caught her up.
'Don't be so sharp with me, Miss Madden. I don't say as you wanted him to go in the bus with you. But you might tell me what he had to say.'
'Nothing at all; except that he wished to know where I was going, which was no business of his. I did what I could for you. I told him that if he asked you to go up the river with him I felt sure you wouldn't refuse.'
'Oh, you did!' Miss Eade threw up her head. 'I don't think it was a very delicate thing to say.'
'You are very unreasonable. I myself don't think it was very delicate, but haven't you worried me to say something of the kind?'
'No, that I'm sure I haven't! Worrited you, indeed!'
'Then please never to speak to me on the subject again. I'm tired of it.'
'And what did he say, when you'd said that?'
'I can't remember.'
'Oh, you are narsty to-day! Really you are! If it had been the other way about, I'd never have treated you like this, that I wouldn't.'
'Good-night!'
They were close to the door by which Messrs. Scotcher's resident employees entered at night. Monica had taken out her latchkey. But Miss Eade could not endure the thought of being left in torturing ignorance.