Mother! Mother! For Heavens sake dont trouble me! I dont feel just right, and you must let me alone for the present.
Well, he kept on walking for an hour longer, and then everything was still in his room for the night. This morning on trying his door it was unfastened. I went in. He was lying in bed wide awake. But, oh! such a change as I saw in his face. It was colorless as on the evening before; but less expressive of emotion. A dead calm seemed to have settled upon it. I took his hand; it was cold. I pressed his forehead; it was cold also. Henry, my son, how are you? I asked. He did not reply; but looked in my face with a cold, steady gaze that chilled me. Are you sick, my son? He merely shook his head slowly. Has anything happened? What has happened? I pressed my question upon him; but it was of no use. He would not satisfy me. I then asked if he would not rise. Not yet, he said. Shall I bring you some breakfast? NonoI cannot eat. And he shook his head and shut his eyes, while there came into his face a look so sad and suffering that as I gazed on him I could not keep the tears back.
And it has been no better with him all the day, Doctor, added Mrs. Wallingford, heaving a long sigh. Oh, I am distressed to death about it. Wont you come and see him? Im afraid if something isnt done that he will lose his senses.
Have you no conjecture as to the cause of this strange condition of mind? I asked.
None, she replied. Henry is a reserved young man, you know, Doctor; and keeps many things hidden in his mind even from me that should be outspoken.
Has he no love affair on hand?
I think not.
Hasnt he been paying attention to Squire Floyds daughter?
Delia?
Yes.
I believe not, Doctor.
Ive seen him at the Squires.
Nothing serious, or I should have known of it. Henry is rather shy about the girls.
And you wish me to see him to-night?
Yes. Something ought to be done.
What is his condition just now? I inquired. How did you leave him?
Hes been in bed nearly all day, and hasnt touched a mouthful. To all my persuasions and entreaties he answersPlease, mother, let me alone. I will be better after a while.
I think, said I, after musing on the case, that, may be, the let-alone prescription will be the best one for the present. He is prostrated by some strong mental emotionthat seems clear; and time must be given for the mind to regain its equipoise. If I were to call, as you desire, it might annoy or irritate him, and so do more harm than good. No medicine that I can give is at all likely to reach his case.
Mrs. Wallingford looked disappointed, and demurred strongly to my conclusion.
Im sure, Doctor, if you saw him you might suggest something. Or, may be, he would open his mind to you.
Ill think it over, said I. Mrs. Jones has sent for me to see her baby to-night. I was just about starting when you called. On my way back, if, on reflection, it seems to me advisable, I will drop in at your house.
Call at any rate, Doctor, urged Mrs. Wallingford. Even if you dont see Henry, you may be able to advise me as to what I had better do.
I gave my promise, and the troubled mother went back through storm and darkness to her home. By this time my overcoat was thoroughly dried. As Constance brought it forth warm from the fire, she looked into my face with an expression of inquiry. But I was not ready to speak in regard to Mrs. Wallingford, and, perceiving this at a glance, she kept silence on that subject.
As I opened the front door, the storm swept into my face; but I passed out quickly into the night, and shielding myself with an umbrella, as best I could, bent to the rushing wind, and took my solitary way in the direction of Mrs. Joness humble dwelling, which lay quite upon the outskirts of our town. To reach my destination, I had to pass the Old Allen House, which stood within a high stone enclosure, surrounded by stately elms a century old, which spread their great arms above and around the decaying mansion, as if to ward off the encroachments of time. As I came opposite the gate opening upon the carriage way, I stopped suddenly in surprise, for light streamed out from both windows of the north-west chamber, which I knew had been closed ever since the death of Captain Allen, who passed to his account several years before.
This Allen House was one of the notable places in our town; and the stories in circulation touching the Allen family, now almost extinct, were so strongly tinctured with romance, that sober-minded people generally received them with a large measure of incredulity.
The spacious old two-story mansion, with its high-pitched roof and rows of dormer windows, was built by the father of Captain Allen, who had also followed the sea, and, it was said, obtained his large wealth through means not sanctioned by laws human or divine. Men and women of the past generation, and therefore contemporaries, did not hesitate to designate him an old pirate, though always the opprobrious words were spoken in an undertone, for people were half afraid of the dark, reserved, evil-looking man, who had evidently passed a large portion of his life among scenes of peril and violence. There were more pleasing traditions of the beautiful wife he brought home to grace the luxurious dwelling he had fitted up in a style of almost princely splendor, compared with the plain abode of even the best off people in town. Who she was, or from whence she came, no one knew certainly. She was very youngalmost a childwhen the elder Captain Allen brought her to S.
Very little intercourse, I believe, passed between the Allen family and the towns-people, except in a business way. The first regular entry made into the house beyond the formal drawing-room, was on the occasion of a birth, when the best nurse and gossip in town was summoned to attend the young mistress. A son was born. He was called John; though not under the sign of Christian baptismJohn Allen; afterwards Captain Allen. The old sea-dog, his father, was absent at the time; but returned before the infant was four weeks old. The nurse described the meeting of husband and wife as very lover-like and tender on his part, but with scarcely a sign of feeling on hers. She did not repel him, nor turn from him; but received his caresses with the manner of one in whom all quick emotion had died. And so it continued between themhe thoughtful and assiduous, and she cold, and for the most part silent. But, to her babe, the young mother was passionate at times in her loving demonstrations. The pent up waters of feeling gave way in this direction, and poured themselves out, often, in a rushing flood. Towards all others she bore herself with a calm, sweet dignity of manner, that captivated the heart, and made it sigh for a better acquaintance with one around whom mystery had hung a veil that no hand but her own could push asideand that hand was never lifted.
The next event in the Allen House, noted by the people, was the birth of a daughter. The same nurse was called in, who remained the usual time, and then retired; bearing with her a history of the period, which she related, very confidentially, at tea-tables, and in familiar gossip with choice spirits of her own.
Those who knew her best, were always something in doubt as to which of her stories contained truth and which romance. The latter element mingled largely, it is presumed, in all of them.
A great change had taken place in the Captains manner. He no longer played the lover to a cold and distant mistress, but carried himself haughtily at timescaptiously at timesand always with an air of indifference. All affection seemed transferred to his boy, who was growing self-willed, passionate, and daring. These qualities were never repressed by his father, but rather encouraged and strengthened. On learning that his next heir was a daughter, he expressed impatience, and muttered something about its being strangled at birth. The nurse said that he never deigned even to look at it while she was in the house.