She pressed her cheek to the top of Billys head, then examined their vests more closely. There was a small red light blinking from a battery pack on each of them, flashing in time with her heart, ticking down, second by second.
4
Roseoak Park, New York
Dans heart hammered against his rib cage.
He stared at the ceiling, his hands bound and his mouth still covered with tape. His feet were now chained to the footboard of his bed. He wrenched against the shackles until the metal cut into his skin, drawing a rebuke from Percy, the captor guarding him.
You need to be sharp in the morning. Be smart and sleep.
How could he sleep knowing bombs were strapped to his wife and son? Again, Dan raged against the chains, but they held him firmly in place, and soon he slumped back into the mattress, exhausted and defeated.
These animals invade my home and what do I do? Do I protect my family and fight? No, I watch them become weapons.
The images of Lori and Billy in suicide vests tormented him. Each passing second threatened an explosion that would kill the two people he loved most in this world.
As the hours slipped by, the quiet of their suburb mocked the reality of his situation. His pulse roared in his ears. No matter how hard Dan tried to find a way to fight back, he came up empty.
Its because Im a coward.
Once hed been a trained soldier, a weekend warrior with the California National Guard. But that was years ago. The only action hed seen was wildfires and mudslides. He hadnt been deployed to Afghanistan or Iraq, like other units whod been tested in battle. Hed often been told he was on standby to go-and during those weeks tension had knotted his stomach.
Because deep down, he was afraid.
It wasnt the risk of dying that had overwhelmed him; hed accepted that being a soldier might mean not coming back. In fact, coming back was what actually terrified him, the possibility of being permanently damaged-not just physically, but mentally-and not being able to deal with it. Hed never told anyone about his secret relief at not being deployed.
Now he was being tested again, and he was failing.
His home was under attack and hed done nothing to stop it.
Trained soldier, my ass.
He didnt even have a gun in the house because Lori didnt want one. Dan understood. After everything shed already been through and the price shed paid, she was justified to feel that way. And back then, in her time of crisis, shed taken action. His faced burned with shame, knowing she was stronger than he was.
A bark from somewhere outside made him think of his neighbors. Theyd know what to do if they were in his shoes.
Miller, a mechanic covered in tattoos-that guy could fix anything, and Dan knew he wouldve fought back against these men. So would Ward, a retired accountant whod done two tours in Vietnam.
Thats the kind of men they are.
Dan stared at the ceiling.
The seconds ticked by.
And what kind of man am I?
By sunrise Dan was grasping for hope, telling himself that his chance to act might come later, and he had to be ready for it.
After hours of dark silence, he jumped when the door opened and Vic kicked his bed.
Time to get ready.
As Percy unshackled Dans feet, Vic stood over him.
You look like hell. Get up.
Dan stood, but shakily. His head was still sore from being pistol-whipped.
Youre going to go through your routine like this was a normal day, Vic said. Were going to free your hands and mouth first. Youre going to shower, shave, get dressed, have breakfast and go to work like any other day, and youre going to follow our instructions to the letter.
Vic motioned toward Percy, who held up a cell phone.
If you try anything, anything at all, Percy will hit Send on a speed dial number and your wife and son are gone. There are no second chances. You got that?
When Dan nodded, they removed the tape from his wrists and mouth.
As soon as his mouth was free, Dan rushed to speak. Please-I want to see my wife and son.
Vic held up another phone, showing a grainy video of Lori and Billy, bound and afraid. Given the quality, Dan couldnt determine where they were, if it was real time or recorded.
When was this taken? How do I know theyre still alive?
Thats all you get!
Vic pulled the phone away before they forced Dan into the bathroom, leaving the door open. As they stood guard with their guns, they watched him relieve himself and then climb into the shower. His body was stiff and numb from being tied up all night, and he welcomed the needles of hot water, bringing back some of his adrenaline from earlier. He kept his thoughts on Lori and Billy, praying they were still safe.
Stepping from the shower, he glanced at Percy, who passed him a towel. After drying himself, Dan wiped steam from the mirror and lathered his face. His hand shook as he shaved, nicking his chin with the razor. He stemmed the blood with a dot of toilet paper then put a bandage on his temple where hed been struck with the gun.
After shoving Dans robe at him, the men took him to the kitchen where they watched him gulp two cups of black coffee and forced him to eat a bagel. It would be a long day, and they didnt need him hungry and light-headed. We dont want your stomach growling at the bank.